Saturday, August 23, 2025

Edification - From a Prayer for Rest to a Promise of Peace


Have you ever felt the weight of life pressing in? The Bible is full of honest moments like this, like the prayer from Psalm 90 that cries out about our fleeting lives, full of "toil and trouble." It's an honest, raw reflection on how quickly our days can pass, often filled with sorrow and hidden struggles. We long for something more—for an end to the pain and a sense of true satisfaction.

But the beautiful truth is that this longing isn't in vain. When we look at that prayer alongside the promise of heaven, a powerful picture of hope emerges.


The Central Theme: A Tale of Two Realities

The main theme connecting these two ideas is the stunning contrast between the reality of our present struggle and the promise of our future peace.

On one hand, we have the human condition as described in Psalm 90: a life weighed down by sin and brief in its time, where we pray desperately for God’s favor. On the other, we have the glorious vision of heaven, where all the reasons for sadness—brokenness, sin, pain, and loss—are completely gone. The weariness of this life is not the final word. Instead, it is the temporary canvas on which God's eternal grace will ultimately be revealed. The hope we hold is not just for a better day, but for an eternity of complete satisfaction and joy with Him.


A Decision to Be Made

While we wait for this glorious future, the psalm calls us to a key decision right now: to number our days and gain a heart of wisdom. This isn’t about worrying over a timeline or fixating on the end. Rather, it’s about choosing to live with purpose and intention in the midst of our temporary reality.

The decision is to trust that God’s grace is sufficient to sustain us through the troubles of today, and to fully believe that He has prepared a place where every desire is fulfilled. This truth gives us the freedom to stop chasing after temporary satisfaction and instead fix our hope on what is truly lasting.


Action Items: Living in Light of Eternity

How do we practically live with this perspective?

  1. Acknowledge the Pain, Don't Be Defined by It: It's okay to admit that life is full of "toil and trouble." Acknowledging this truth frees us from the pressure to pretend everything is perfect. We can bring our full selves, with all our struggles, before God, just as the psalmist did.

  2. Redeem Your Time: Since our days are brief, we are called to be intentional with them. This means choosing to invest in what matters most—our relationship with God, our relationships with others, and the work He has given us to do. Every day is a gift to be used for His glory, not just a day to get through.

  3. Encourage Others with This Hope: As the devotion concludes, we are called to "encourage one another with these words." The hope of an eternity with God isn't just for us—it's meant to be shared. By reminding others of God’s grace and the promise of a future free from all sorrow, we can be a source of strength and light in a weary world.


This reflection was inspired by a connection between Psalm 90 (NASB) and Charles Spurgeon's Morning and Evening morning devotion from August 23.

Psalm 90 (New American Standard Bible):http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm%2090&version=NASB

Charles Spurgeon's Morning and Evening Devotion for August 23 (Morning):https://www.blueletterbible.org/devotionals/me/view.cfm?doy=236&Time=am


Friday, August 1, 2025

Praise - Glimpse

Will you, can you, make me see, Ah, It is only revealed to me, when I look above, to thee. The wisdom of the world can only claim a part, But You, dear God, inhabit my full heart.

The universe contains You, yet You dwell within my soul, A mystery so vast, yet it can make me whole. The mind of man, a fractured, finite lens, Cannot comprehend where its own knowledge ends.

But lift the eye and turn the heart to grace, And in that gaze, You show Your holy face. You are the Truth, the simple, shining key, Made known to all who yearn and want to see.

Edification - Wrestling with a Deceitful Heart



Hi Friends,

Have you ever found yourself saying all the right things but feeling a disconnect on the inside? You praise God in worship, you nod along to the sermon, but in the quiet moments, your heart feels… far away? I’ve been there. Recently, a single verse, Psalm 78:37, hit me with the force of a revelation: "For their heart was not right with him, neither were they steadfast in his covenant."

I realized I hadn’t stopped being a habitual liar; I just hadn't been honest with myself. I was living with a lie in my heart—toward myself, toward others, and most importantly, toward God. I flattered Him with my lips, but my heart was full of doubt, complaint, and ingratitude. I saw His signs and wonders, yet I still struggled to rejoice. My heart just wasn't right.

It was a tough truth to face. The Bible tells us that the heart is “deceitful above all things” (Jeremiah 17:9), and I was experiencing that firsthand. But in that moment of raw honesty, I also found a glimmer of hope. I wasn’t alone in this struggle. The Apostle Paul himself cried out, "Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death?" (Romans 7:24).

The answer, for Paul and for me, is the same: Jesus Christ. I can’t fix my own heart, and neither can you. The good news of the Gospel is that we don’t have to. We can come to God with our broken, deceitful hearts and ask Him to do what only He can do—transform them. He promises to replace our hearts of stone with hearts of flesh, to give us a new desire for Him.

I’m learning that true change doesn't start with my effort; it starts with my surrender. It begins with the simple, desperate prayer: "Lord, take this evil away from me. Sustain me and, by Your grace, change my heart to not desire these fake gods." It's a journey of daily confession and reliance on His power, not my own. 

If you’re in a similar place, take heart. The first step toward a transformed heart is simply to admit that you need one. And the God who created your heart is more than able to make it new again.

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